random things happen on random days, i was organizing my pics, finding pics from emails to download them, then i read some old emails, reminded me of you, and then , reminded me of this entry that i wrote in the summer while I was at the New York camp which never got posted:
My night off and then day off..my only day off through whole 6 weeks.
Emotion is such a weird thing
For some reason I thought of u tonite now
Well I alwiz think of u
But rite now I think the feeling is just like missing something in life…I feel the sore in my heart…..i m used to that kinda feeling maybe… once in a while I feel that
Haven’t talked for so long, so I thought to just shoot u an email say hi
It is an emotional moment, if u are in front of me…which will never happen, I think I wont be able to speak out a word, and I don’t think I will see well, and …I will not let u go……if I I could be just irrational for this once
My tears are flowing out, for no very good reason
I cant believe that
For missing u?
